EDIT: I have decided to attempt to get my name changed to ProdigalExP, it's harder to remember, but it sure is fun to say.
It turns out, from listening to one of my old songs and talking about it to a friend, I have been making music for longer than two years. But it's more than that as you read along...
Yeah, I've been lying to you guys. AND myself. It seems that 3 years have gotten me close to no where, ending up back to where I started. No inspiration, no means to actually make music... it all adds up. I have literally NO fanbase, and 24 out of 30 fans on my list have forgotten me, and frankly that saddens me even more.
It just goes to show that you can't get anywhere unless you try... And I haven't been trying. I need inspiration, I need means to create music. I need your guys' help.
I've only officially collaborated with one person, and in my opinion, that collab failed. I need more collabs, more interactions with others. Sitting around and watching prodigies fly by me as I sit, lone, in an unimaginable field of chaos and grief. LK412, has been making music for 10 MONTHS, and has already surpassed me. It goes to show you that some learn quicker than others as well.
I'm falling behind, musically. I need some kind of way to get myself going again. My environment of which I create my music is despicable, and with school and some kind of life in the way, it adds up to be a tiring, gruesome battle between friendship and possible fame. I can't get anything finished, I just don't feel like doing anything anymore. I probably will end up stopping production in about a year, and most likely find something else to do in life. It's only a matter of time guys...
So, overall, I need musical help, I need YOUR help, and I need help with life overall. Any suggestions?