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Prodigal
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Sevkat @Prodigal

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Posted by Prodigal - November 6th, 2009


Newgrounds... A place where we all reside to make flash, create music, and start shit up.

I can't really take being here much longer. It's been forever since i've seen an actual submission on my page with a score above 4 (Blame those damned zero bombers) and it's starting to piss me off how I came here looking for exposure and only got shit.

When it comes right down to it, this site is really starting to get fucked up. Duck Division, Zero bombers... everything is going for the worst.

I'm going to try and make a temporary (Maybe permanent) leave to try and get away from this... I've found a couple other sites worth my time.

Also, go ahead and start your shitstorming with me here, on this post. I want to know what you all think of me, because right now, I am looking at myself and wondering what i've been doing with my life.

Have fun guys.


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dude fuck 0 bombers i get the all the time but do i still post on newgrounds? yes.

It's not just them, it's my life. I've spent too much time fucking around on this site, and for what? NOTHING.

My friends are starting to piss me off, they don't understand me. I've gone from outcast to complete shut out.

Dude... you are fourteen, relax.

No one has a fun teenage experience, but high school is pretty fucking short.

Just stop creating drama for yourself, and have fun while it still doesnt matter. Trust me, you'll wish you had when you're a little older.

Seriously, stop talking like your life is falling apart, cause its barely even taken shape yet.

Did YOUR parents divorce when you were about 7-8 years old?

Probably not.

Haven't seen my real dad in 3 years...

And it seems like everyone is having fun but me. Everytime I try to have fun, people just look at me and say "No, just stop."

Once again, takes the shape of no one understanding me.

Will try to.

Prodigal responds:
Did YOUR parents divorce when you were about 7-8 years old?
Probably not.
Haven't seen my real dad in 3 years...
And it seems like everyone is having fun but me. Everytime I try to have fun, people just look at me and say "No, just stop."
Once again, takes the shape of no one understanding me.

Don't get so high and mighty, because my parents did in fact divorce around that age. Because my mother was a raging alcoholic who used to beat me, so my dad took me and got the hell out of there. I didnt see my real mom for many years, and i had to go to therapy over everything

But guess what?

Shit got better. Simple as that. Don't act like your the only one in the world with problems here bud. My mom cleaned up, and now i get to see her semi - regularly. I used to have absolutely no friends, but i stopped feeling sorry for myself, actually put some effort in, and obviously it took quite a bit of time, but now i have a great group of friends, an awesome girlfriend, and a pretty good life.

TL;DR, I do know what your going through, cause I went through the same shit.

Prodigal's Alt speaking:

Sorry to hear your Mom did that to you. I understand that you were abused now and that i'm not the only one, but still, I have no faith in those around me right now. My "best friend" took a bet to see who will have sex first with their girlfriend's, and he's getting pissy because he lost so far. The other friends (3-4 people) are pretty ignorant to my opinion and I can't do shit without them telling me to stop.

My music doesn't even help me the least bit.